...and I am still learning

July,  What life has taught you?  An alone soul, in the long long way still you haven't a clue where is the end  Someone asked you, who is your God?  That makes you angry,  Why?  You have taken the differences You are afraid  You are, you are  You have known, He is always, always beside you When you wake up  Take a deep breathe & He touches you with the air  When you meet people & find smiles, He gives you his heart A soul In the way Just aware where He is  When everything seem not so bright, He brings the light  He brings the light  Feel it  & be delighted  Neither those question nor the answer  will bother you anymore July,  Thanks for everything Here I'm prepare for the bright August 

I really feel like a fool now, just realize that. I hope all is going well. I have tried my best, I give the rest for you, God. I just send my application for a scholarship. That was very late, but I believe it'll be on their office tomorrow morning, the day when it'll close #sigh Oh my, I was waste days with regret about waste things that unproven. Luckily, I have known it, I answered my regrets & thoughts myself, waste things were not happen, just my regret.  ... Another story goes, the sad one. Learn from mistakes. Learn that we must use time like we won't face it tomorrow.  I am just sad, one of my favorite glee actor died at 31. My deep condolence to Mr Monteith family, friends and the loved ones, Ms Lea Michele:( Both talents & performances were always amazing.Their glee series 1,2 were help me thru my undergraduate thesis, what a joy to watching! Besides the funny one, Running Man.  Life depends not man himself, it reminds me about How great our God is...

-------------------------- Rosa D Panda_ Writing is really healing

"Ma, itu keretanya mau ke mana?" "Ga tau". "Ma, itu keretanya mau ke mana?" "Ga tau" "Kok mama ga tau sih? "Mama keretanya mau ke mana?" "Ke Jawa" "Ngapain ke Jawa mah?" "Ga tau" "Kok mama ga tau?" Kereta melewati stasiun Gambir. "Ma, kok keretanya ga berhenti?" ... "Itu Monas tuh" "Ma, kok mama ngeliatin Monas melulu?" #Eh Menjadi ibu. Dalam jalan, minggu pagi

... Dan apakah mimpi ini terlalu tinggi? Ipk pas-pasan, Score toefl juga pas pasan Cuma semangat ini yang membuncah kuat, mengaburkan semua ketidakmungkinan Di titik galau :-/ Tengah malam