...and I am still learning

Hello, it's me, I was wondering If after all these years you'd like to meet to go over everything They say that time's supposed to heal, yeah But I ain't done much healing (Hello, Adele) Good bye July for being too nice and sweet to me. For me being a very patient woman in my difficult situation For me being a logical and cautions in my experiences For me being an acceptable one For me being a lady to let the past, to let you as you are now At least I said hello, Source:  imagefully ... I am a lucky girl  here.  I am grateful for my last semester, my roommate, my visitors, my decisions,my family. I trust myself to walk confidently in the next month, to  enthusiastically   work in the next semester.  Yay, mari kita sambut bulan baru Agustus ini yang penuh berkah. Agustus selalu spesial. Kenapa? Hari lahir saya ada di bulan Agustus. Walau sebenarnya sama aja sih. But, hey, don't take it for granted.  So how wa...

They will not tell you about their bad conditions. You should call  regularly to check on them.  I texted my father about their condition after days . The reply came soon and I was deeply sad. Soon after that, I called him. He said that he run into wood and his feet got wound. He ignored the wound and then it become worse. He said that it's OK, now because he got to see physician already. Too bad, he had to use the stick. My response was kind of angry. What the hell my father run without sandals? I said that he was asking to get that kind of sick. He was sorry  to say that he was not even thinking at that time. I could imagine that he was mad at the goats. Now I know this kind of expression. You are angry at someone, not because you hate them but because they are too precious to have such an accident. Because you really love them so that you angry with them. I am sad that I am not there to help them do errands or groceries or whatever- But today my brother a...

I don't like carrot by the way. I mean when eating the raw one.  As I am growing older, the  awareness of healthy is increasing, somehow.  When I read a post about "How to improve eyesight naturally? " , suddenly I realized that I better have much supply of beta carotene. I start wearing glasses when I was in Junior High School, 2nd grade. It was because my reading habit became worse. Reading while lying down, in the dark and might sitting to close to  TV as well.   Don't ask why  I was so attached to reading at that time :D. The comics  and novels (Oh dear, I have to mention Conan, Kungfu Boy, Serial Cantik, Captain Tsubasa, Samurai X, HP, Enid Blyton serials, R.L Stine serials). I didn't have them though, borrowed to the rent and friends so it forced me to read at a speed because I have to exchange comics with friends in order to save our pocket money.  So here I am, at minus something.Eating raw carrot is not best choice for me,...

"Don't be too excited about something!" My mother always says or gives this expression if I am a bit uncontrolled of myself.  I know. I know for real that it's an expression of love. To prevent me from a big disappointment and remind me that life is not ours. It is a gift, so we should stay calm and cool.  As I am writing this, I couldn’t control my body. I am feeling weak and uncontrolled. It is a mixed feeling now. It’s a Goosebumps.  It’s not because the scary thing or hearing a good news or even having a proposal.  I am taking a deep breath. You know, it's a different vibe. A different one from my two previous application which both unsuccessful. This time will it ends like previous application? I remember the time when I was so confident to hear the good news but then there was no my name in the successful candidates list for NIDA Thailand Summer School. You know, I even paid Rp. 400.000 for sending the application via DHL. Poor me? Not really...

Hi bloggers, how is life? I am doing well lately. There were many highlights moments in my life that I love to share because it was precious.  I am grateful to have experienced it. I want you have good life too, no matter how it is. First one was the #PK27 moment. Finally, after about one month preparation & communication via mailing list, we 124 awardees of Prasetya Mandala met up in Yogyakarta in 9-14 February 2015. I was excited because this was my first time in Yogyakarta & met cool young men for all around of Indonesia. I had planned to go to this warm city years ago when I was in college but that was just nice plan. Our PK activities were so memorable.  We were divided into many Indonesian traditional houses groups.  I was in Betang (named from Borneo traditional house). Our group was so good when it came to teamwork and discipline but not too good as supporters, (hahahhaha). We were so silent but each of us enjoys the time together. I a...