...and I am still learning

I am going to celebrate the New Year with prayers for the crew and passengers of the Air Asia QZ8501. My heart goes out with the family and friends who affected by the tragedy.     source: google image I believe all of you will have nice place with the One who Own life. May all your charms, kindness and good life stories will be forever support those who lost.  Saya sangat berharap agar tidak ada pertanyaan bodoh reporter kepada keluarga korban, seperti " Bagaimana perasaan bapak dan ibu ketika mendengar berita ini?" 

Well, 2014 will come to it ends. Thank you God for all your guidance till now. I am grateful for all the situations, heath, family,luck, friends and myself. I like what I have been experiencing in 2014. the Christmas tree in our office room. My friend who own that tree event doesn't celebrate the Christmas ;D. The big gift is fake, btw.   My contract as temporary worker will come to an end too in January 2015. I really enjoy the work and happy to be part of the team. The work environment is so lovely as well the team mates. They are awesome. I am sad to say that I can"t come back to my hometown right after I finish my contract like I have planned before. I must wait the announce of PK schedule ( one step to get closer to the  LPDP scholarship). It's horrible to wait until my name appear with the fixed schedule. I hope next week will clear.It's still wait for confirmation. Keep fighting for all scholarship hunters, let's your dream led you to better fut...

Tentang berproses.  Entah mengapa "berproses" adalah salah satu hal yang saya sukai. Hidup itu adalah rentetan aktivitas-aktivitas yang patut dihargai sebagai bagian dari proses. Dari yang tidak tahu menjadi tahu, dari yang salah menjadi benar, dari yang tidak sadar menjadi sadar, dari yang alay menjadi tidak alay. Setiap proses yang dilalui itu kemudian hanya bisa dibandingkan dari proses-proses sebelumnya. Untuk kasus "alay" adalah menyenangkan mengetahui bahwa setelah kita punya kesadaran bahwa kita telah "alay" maka berbahagialah kita satu tahap sudah lebih tinggi dari kehidupan kita sebelumnya. Congratulation, you are moving forward one step in life to the next phase! Namun bukan berarti kita tidak akan alay lagi. Setiap kita pasti akan selalu dalam masa-masa alay. Berkali-kali dan akan saya menyenangkan jika kesadaran akan ke"alay' an itu datang dan kita kemudian masuk ke satu tahap pendewasaan yang baru. Begitu seterusnya.

 "This is my reflection/lesson learn from  AYA/ATF program Kerala, India,& it is re-post from http://www.icmica-miic.org/home-eng/31-about-us/asia/7941-rosa-d-panda.html " "Human Being to become more Human." That was one of my important points which I got from the AYA/ATF program.  At first I was kind of wondering, what is that mean? We are human, why we should be more human? But then in my reflection, I have found that nowadays we live in such a consumerism and materialistic era, we are searching to gain more and more, then fighting each other over thing, then we forget about humanism, and the others creations of God like the Earth even the empty spaces too. Our mainl focus on 2014 AYA/ATF program is about the relationship between human, Earth, ecology and how to sustain it  based on farmers lives in ASEAN countries. It was an honor to be invited and participated in such a conference with the sharing and experiences from many inspiring youn...

"Saya dari Nagekeo" A: “Di mananya Flores?”   S: “Saya orang Nagekeo . Dua jam perjalanan dari Ende kalau ke rumah saya.” Saya selalu susah menjelaskan tentang kabupaten tempat asal saya ke beberapa teman dari berbagai daerah maupun dari Jakarta. Well, pertanyaan kemudian muncul, mengapa ini begitu penting untuk dijelaskan? Pertanyaan sederhana ini pun agak sulit untuk dijawab mengingat saya takut jika sebagian yang membaca akan mengartikan tulisan ini sebagai rasis atau semanyamnya. Tentu saja, tulisan ini tidak bermaksud untuk rasis, karena saya pribadi berusaha melihat manusia hanya dari perbuatannya dan tidak ingin mengeneralisasi berdasarkan suka, ras dan agama (Atau saya harus bertanya kembali ke diri saya, mengapa untuk menjelaskan ini menjadi complicated sekali ;D).   Saya hanya ingin menjelaskan, Nagekeo itu kota seperti apa.  Kembali ke Nagekeo,   adalah sebuah kabupaten di Nusa Tenggara Timur yang dibentuk pada tahun 2007. Daerah yang dimek...

" People do not take pride in their kitchen. It is the last place in the house shown to a visiting guest " from Understanding Stoves (an eBook by Sai Bhaskar) That is happen. People build their house in order, rooms, kitchen then bathroom and toilet. I am thinking otherwise. I would love to build & finish bathroom and toilet first then rooms. Besides, I would love to show a guest of mine my kitchen.  Anyway, whattttt? As I roll up in to my blog, I just end up with 1 post.Arrgghh!  and the great two thousand and fourteen will come to an end. Christmas, Christmas, yeah! But I don't think I can spend time with my family but my brother is here with me. Sony PRS T1 Now I am busy with my new e Reader ;D Finally I have bought one, not kindle paperwhite by the way, the old Sony PRS T1 (Sony doesn't produce it anymore, it kind of sad). Hopefully, it will last for long long long time. I will try to write about the experience with my e Reader. Cheers! ...

Hi dear bloggers,  I miss old days in senior high school or college when every day I used to keep in touch with the same age friends with same hobbies as well as same interest; books, gossiping, favorites   actors, even same   kind of boyfriend   criteria . I always like when Arni or Eny seemed like know what I was thinking when we just shared our eye contact then laugh together over something that “unspoken”.   Now I am living far away from them and missing this kind of relationship so much. Well, Arni has her twin babies born in my birthday and Eny now is continuing her study to be a Physic teacher after delivered her handsome boy. I hope they have a really happy life ahead.  I would like to congratulate Ganeshia Pratiwi for finishing her master degree from Chulabhorn University, Thailand. She is one of my inspiring friend and a really scholarship hunter.   I can’t wait for meeting her and sharing all the experiences. The other great ne...

Well, things are getting better now. Jokowi's inauguration was the best part so far. Congratulation Mr. Joko Widodo, you are so inspiring! I just hope you can fight over "mama benteng" distraction. Hopefully, I can meet you one day! The interview session with LPDP panels was done abstractly (my answer, ohh, why I said that). I am waiting the result now, and wishing the good thing will happen.  (Pleaseee say "Amiiin") I will write about the interview session of LPDP after I get the result (whether I will pass or not) From some conversations I had with some friends about my perspectives, I am so thankful that I was asking their opinion. I shall consider their background also; their life and what is life in their head then decide what values should I consider as my new perspectives. And in line with Jokowi's third children, hopefully world will more kind to the "single" lady or man. That's all Keep our environment you...

Kesalahan saya masuk di tempat baru adalah lupa membeli anti nyamuk. Saya benar benar lupa karena sudah lama tidak berurusan dengan nyamuk nyamuk nakal yang bikin saya susah tidur lelap. Ah! Soal kos kosan, saya termasuk beruntung. Mulai dari gang Kober Depok, Cengkareng dan Kemang Selatan. Berikut masing -masing kisahnya. Mungkin jadi pertimbangan teman-teman dalam memilih kos kosan di Jakarta ini, buat yang berencana kuliah atau yang bekerja dan jauh dari rumah. Satu hal yang paling penting adalah memperhatikan kamar mandi dan kualitas airnya. Itu hal utama dalam memilih kos kosan.  1.       Fasilitas Kampus atau kantor Sebelum memastikan untuk tinggal di kos kosan, pastikan dulu apakah tempat kerja atau kampus menyediakan fasilitas mess atau asrama . Mengapa? murah meriah. Kampus saya menyediakan fasilitas asrama bagi anak anak daerah. Saya bersyukur karena untuk angkatan kami diberi waktu 2 tahun untuk tinggal di asrama dan pada waktu itu 2007...