Sleepless nights recently but all good. However, would like to take this very minutes writing what I have been thinking so far. I got an email today. It was a very good news. Then you have this kind of excitements that bring all the feelings. Is this even real? Again Do I deserve this? I am a little human being and I think this is so good opportunity, so great and amazing. I want it. I have been dreaming one day to be there, not that in the exact place but yeah around there. It's a really big dream. I still can't believe it. I humbly thanks everyone who supports me. I want to work and focus on myself. Not that overthinking feeling and wandering thoughts. Lol but the wandering thoughts and confidence bring me to achieve things. I can do it and always will. Somehow I know deep down I always have the courage in between of my self doubt. I always know that I will cope and give best of things, have a good and positive thoughts in between of insecurity. Always remember that is noth