Saturday, December 22, 2012

Selamat hari Ibu, ema!


  My mama is the strong one, firm, and more beautiful than me :D. I knew it was hard to her to sent me out of her view. She is regret of me. Because of that I always have different opinions with hers. T hat’s way I always talk about my dreams or something I wanna do with my father first then he will talk to mama. With mama, I talk about the daily conversations, update news, gossips and yeah parents advice to her only daughter :D.
Each year when the Mother day comes, I certainly remember my mother, I called ema or mama. Yeah, the day is  special because I think many experiences I have been through in years.  She prepared me went to school when I was 5. After took me a bath, she was stood me on a chair which faced with sunshine then cleaned me by a towel and let me some times, dried in the sunshine. Since Bajawa is the cold town so I enjoyed this part so much before she dressed me up on my yellow Bhayangkari uniform.

The school and my home are far enough but she nearly always accompanied  me went to school then picked me up by foot (Sometimes, my fiend’s parents by motorcyle). We went to the traditional market then. I used to get gorengan (molen) or bonbon,as  always in my hands. We walked together on a way home , she kept my hand on her left hand, the other with the vegetables basket.  I remember someone  already died, a young man who had physical defect, always sat (It seemed not sat, he leaned on the wall, sometimes played with mud). My mama will stopped and asked me to brought the molen or money or fruits or cake to him. I am not sure of it but I think this young man knew us. He couldn’t speak too but he looked happy.

Happy mother’s day to my mama, my aunts, cousins and womens all around the world and the last for us who are still preparing to be good mama one day. Today is yours, mama! Ah, I hope my younger brothers do best in home!


Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Type-which one?

A : How about you? What type u prefer?
Me: Yeah, the one who has strong character 4 his future. I mean really try in whatever his passion.
A:difficult, too high
(I felt that he was regret, there wasn't)
Me:What do u mean? I am sure there are some but maybe I haven't found the exactly one.
A: I guess that u have known some but hv u observed them?do u know which one their type and are u in their list too?
Me:#*%$£¥#€
We can't choose someone to fallin in love with us but in case we choose, we should prepare the way to forget him.


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Monday, December 10, 2012

Anak Anjing

Ah ciptaan Tuhan itu memang hebat. Saya kembali diingatkan. Ini peliharaan sepupu saya, dia punya 4 ekor anjing dewasa, Mosa, Eki, Bobby,Jack dan Mau.
Si Mosa barusan 2 minggu punya 5 ekor anak anjing yang lucu-lucu. Masih dengan mata yang menutup mereka mengendus-endus bau ibunya dan menyusu. Hebat, bukan?
Yang terakhir itu om-omnya:-D

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Happy is Simple

Happy is really simple. If I wake up first than sun.
Then, find myself a good place to talk with God freely. Talk about anything.
When a cup of fresh water thru my throat there is a satisfy emotion that fully in my heart too.
Yay, the key is awareness. If I do without it, there will only a routine. Feel all that touch with me, bring me a life and happiness. My day seems fun and well-organized. Hope you have the feeling too, days are not the routine. Remember the key, aware!



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Sunday, December 9, 2012

Kreatif

'Di kereta bisa sampe jamuran, tapi jangan jamuran saat naik kereta'
Poster iklan salah satu produk perawatan kulit yang menarik,bukan? Saya ambil ketika saya di kereta.
Mungkin bagi pengguna setia KRL bukan hal yg baru tapi bisa jadi baru juga. Kesibukan pemikiran membuat kita lupa dengan sekitar kita bukan?apalagi saat2 jam pergi & pulang kerja, yg ramenya menggila.
Yok, kembali ke soal iklan tadi, saya pikir sangat menarik. Bisa saja tim kreatif menuangkan iklan yg sederhana begitu tapi membuat saya terus mengingatnya. Lebih tepat lagi kalau posternya dipajang di berbagai angkutan darat di kota Jakarta. Terjebak kemacetan membuat sisi kreatif meningkat.

Kreatif itu menjadi kebutuhan. Kebosanan, peristiwa, karakter menjadi awal bagi sisi kreatif itu muncul. Sederhana, misalnya kreatifitas untuk mengubah mood. Hilang kesabaran di jalan membuat tampang kita jadi lebih masam, duduk tak tenang, & menggerutu. Namun karena gadget, kita lebih fokus mendengarkan musik, kalau saya menulis

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Guru dan Metode vs Anak

'Sebenarnya tidak ada anak yang bodoh, hanya saja belum menemukan guru dan metode yang tepat' Demikian status seorang teman di facebook. Saya berpendapat sama dan sebetulnya merasa sedang ditampar. Saya teringat adik saya, dia duduk di kelas V SD. Saya pernah menawarkan diri untuk mengajarinya pelajaran matematika. Masa adik sendiri tidak saya dampingi, anak orang lain malah saya privatin:-D. Agak sulit, benar berbeda ketika mengajari adik sendiri. Adik saya yg satu ini, rupanya kurang terlatih dalam hal perkalian. Saya kemudian ketakutan-takut akan pendidikannya, bagaimana bisa dia melewati masa SMP & SMA -nya jika dasar perkaliannya kurang kuat. Lalu karena saya bukan gurunya dengan metode yg tepat, kemudian sisa waktu belajar kami menjadi penuh dengan rasa marah. Dia kemudian tidak lagi belajar & saya pun angkat tangan karena merasa dongkol.
Saya salah, memaksakan apa yg saya pikir bisa dia lakukan. Tiap orang itu berbeda, unik dengan masing cirinya.
Pendekatan pun harus berbeda.

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Random

One hour ago I was in Cawang trainshelter. And yes, in front of me there was someone who is my type, hahaha..,though he was waiting for other train that going to Jakarta. I was going to Depok.

Two hours ago, I was in beautiful and warm room in Sudirman area. The officer was very kind, she answered all of my questions and gave me satisfy explanation about my plan,Aiss it is so helpful.

Now. Three hours later, I am sitting in warm place in a good library building, typing this post while waiting lappy download RM video. I am tired yeah after use transjakarta and train, my leg feels hurt. Luckily I bring my slipper.

I just sitting and feeling angry because I didn't succes to download e-book in avaxhome. I don't know why, may after this coz my list is full, hoho.

Yay, overall today is good. I filled all the blanks in my application then submitted it. I am thinking 4 other plan too, because hell yeaah, we must try in other way too. If I failed in one, I still have other.

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Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Sendiri

Saya bangun pagi-pagi, membiarkan diri sejenak datang ke empunya, namun seperti sebatas ritual, keharusan. Saya sedang setengah hati. Entahlah, lucu tapi saya sedang marah dengan Tuhan, sungguh!

Saya membereskan piring sisa semalam, menyabuninya lalu membilasnya bersih-bersih. Air datang tiada habisnya, merasai segarnya di ujung jari, hati saya sedikit sejuk.

Sekalipun telinga saya menerima bunyi-bunyian begitu banyak, saya mengusahakan untuk mendengar yg satu itu. Dering handphone. Sejak 4 hari yg lalu saya menunggunya, menanti kabar baik, jika ada. Lalu ini hari ke 5, saya masih yakin untuk berharap.

Lagu 'home' mengalun tiba-tiba, saya menenangkan riak air, saya tahu ini dari bapak. Ah saya memegang erat handphone saya, terdiam sejenak, kau tahu saya sedang tidak ingin ditanya.

Ah percakapan kami berakhir menenangkan, selalu!
Terimakasih dan saya tidak akan menyerah.
Tetap, ada hal2 yang harus kita simpan & jalani sendiri, karena yang kita percaya itu diri kita.
Dan Tuhan.

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