Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Healing while Writing

I am feeling blue, right now. Since last night, the feeling not really go. I am just sad because the fact that I was kind of  humiliated by someone's service.I had appointment with a doctor last night but the doctor changed to someone I don't know. I was dejected because the treatment truly different. She even doesn't care there someone (mess assistant)  other the patient was there watching what will happen till I forced myself to say, " Can this be really private?" She didn't understand but then I said again, " can the girl go somewhere else? " The girl gone while giggled.So annoying!

However, I just woke up and decide to heal myself with writing my feeling know and the answer come right away to calm me down. While I was googling which words should I chose between "I was or I was being" to write this post, I found out the Psalm 139:15-18.

 You saw me before I was born and scheduled each day of my life before I began to breathe. Every day was recorded in your book!
Thank you God for everything. I'm just a fool while thinking of my imperfections. I should thank you and feel grateful for everything. I am feeling better now. 

Sunday, August 17, 2014

Dirgahayu Republik Indonesia #69

Google's 17 August 2014 Indonesia Independence day

DIRGAHAYU REPUBLIK INDONESIA
Selamat memperingati hari Kemerdekaan RI yang ke 69
Mari sebagai pemuda pemudi lebih prihatin terhadap masalah-masalah sosial politik maupun ekonomi dan berkontribusi sekecil apa pun dalam tugas bersama sebagai masyarakat Indonesia dalam berbagai aspek kehidupan. 
        
Saya tertarik dengan logo google hari ini atau yang dikenal dengan google doodle hari ini. Gambar tersebut mengingatkan saya pada hari-hari ketika saya duduk di bangku sekolah. Perayaan 17 Agustus selalu meriah. Mulai dari peringatan hari Pramuka pada tiap tanggal 14 Agustus  yang dimeriahkan dengan pawai obor dan karnaval sampai perlombaan rakyat panjat pinang selalu mengasyikan bagi saya. 

Setiap hari peringatan memang selalu dibuat semeriah mungkin. Namun di balik kemeriahan, yang paling ditekankan adalah bagaimana kita mereflesikan cerita perjungan dahulu dan semangat-semangat kemerdekaan dahulu sebagai pembelajaran dan pedoman dalam masa-masa sekarang ini. Masa yang telah jauh dari 69 tahun yang lalu dengan bentuk-bentuk penjajahan lain yang harus dilepaskan dari bangsa Indonesia. Kita masih dijajah oleh sistem-sistem lama, masih banyak kebijakan kebijakan yang belum adil diberlakukan untuk banyak masyarakat lain seperti petani dan kaum minoritas. 

Titik terang sudah nampak, mari kita pemuda pemudi, di sela sela obrolan soal pacar ( bagi yang punya, LOL) gaji, fashion, hobby, mari kita pikirkan juga apa yang sebenarnya bisa kita lakukan untuk terus mengusahakan kemerdekaan dengan cara dan background masing-masing dalam komunitas dan lingkungan paling kecil sekali pun. 





Wednesday, August 13, 2014

Happy Birthday, Wig!

Another year has passed by, I am very grateful to have you in my life.
Happy birthday to my beloved brother Wigbertus Goa Panda.
May God gives you strength and spirit to work with Him. Having you all around is such a bless.
I learn a lot from you too. Many thanks for all your kindness to us.Keep learning & doing what you think good for you and the others. I'll stay behind to support you. I hope we can always support each other.


I hope you start reading many good books to help you and me grow in this very rich and strange world. Reading is good way to know many things which is out of your insight. Many thoughts are available to make us rich both spirituality and intelligence.However, world needs your own thinking,  your own criticism and your own thought to make you are really stand in your own foot. In order to that, I have learnt that we should know things with reading, reading and reading.
I am also trying to read many kinds of books again. I hate history but a lot of good thoughts and information are waiting for me to read. I am trying to read that kind of books.

The important thing when we remember the day we was born is , we must pray for our beloved mother. She is the hero after all. When I get older day by day, I get to know how painful to deliver a baby. A mother spends day by days without forget thinking about her children. I always believe that our healthy and blessed is because of her pray.  (*If you go on holiday, please help her, wuakkkkakka, ema told me that you went somewhere else. I know where you go but be responsible when you are in home)

Once again, happy birthday.

I trust you like our father is always.
Keep shining for minutes, hours, days and years to go.

I love you.