Monday, July 29, 2013

July to August


July, 

What life has taught you? 

An alone soul, in the long long way

still you haven't a clue where is the end 

Someone asked you, who is your God? 

That makes you angry, 

Why? 

You have taken the differences
You are afraid 
You are, you are 

You have known, He is always, always beside you
When you wake up 
Take a deep breathe & He touches you with the air 
When you meet people & find smiles, He gives you his heart

A soul
In the way
Just aware where He is 
When everything seem not so bright, He brings the light 
He brings the light 
Feel it  & be delighted 

Neither those question
nor the answer 
will bother you anymore

July, 
Thanks for everything
Here I'm prepare for the bright August 

Thursday, July 18, 2013

Judging

I really feel like a fool now, just realize that. I hope all is going well. I have tried my best, I give the rest for you, God. I just send my application for a scholarship. That was very late, but I believe it'll be on their office tomorrow morning, the day when it'll close #sigh Oh my, I was waste days with regret about waste things that unproven. Luckily, I have known it, I answered my regrets & thoughts myself, waste things were not happen, just my regret. 
...
Another story goes, the sad one.
Learn from mistakes.
Learn that we must use time like we won't face it tomorrow. 
I am just sad, one of my favorite glee actor died at 31. My deep condolence to Mr Monteith family, friends and the loved ones, Ms Lea Michele:( Both talents & performances were always amazing.Their glee series 1,2 were help me thru my undergraduate thesis, what a joy to watching! Besides the funny one, Running Man. 

Life depends not man himself, it reminds me about How great our God is. Besides we must give much more love to each person we have met & yet because we don't know whether it be our last meeting or not. I should change, not to be another person but to be more care than cared,understand than understood and action than idle. 

Glad to be reunited again with Komjak! 

Many quotes I've gotten through this daily, the best one & the most I've been thinking of since I've read it from the genius & humble one, Dante status, 
" if we keep judging people, when would we love one another" 
I keep thinking that, it reflecting what I am going thru this week. My experiences have shown me that my judges wasn't proven, just my regret at all. Those make me feel sorry for those I've judged. Unfair. I am just afraid. 

Happy weekend, friend especially, Echi! The loyal reader :D






Tuesday, July 16, 2013

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Rosa D Panda_
Writing is really healing

Sunday, July 14, 2013

Tanya

"Ma, itu keretanya mau ke mana?"
"Ga tau".
"Ma, itu keretanya mau ke mana?"
"Ga tau"
"Kok mama ga tau sih?
"Mama keretanya mau ke mana?"
"Ke Jawa"
"Ngapain ke Jawa mah?"
"Ga tau"
"Kok mama ga tau?"
Kereta melewati stasiun Gambir.
"Ma, kok keretanya ga berhenti?"
...
"Itu Monas tuh"
"Ma, kok mama ngeliatin Monas melulu?"

#Eh

Menjadi ibu.
Dalam jalan, minggu pagi

Thursday, July 4, 2013

Dalam jalan

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