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Life is learn

Hi, i am back. I woke  so early. Thanks God. Wow...,i didn't forget yesterday. I was learning something important that is, my worried and prejudice ISN'T important than my brave to do it alone.

Yeah, i always have problem with my afraid sense and then because i am afraid, i hang to others. Ow, bad. I know that, sometimes i forget that i am brave person. Hemmm, i must always  update my conscious that i am in real life, in my own way and can cope everything in my small hand.

Simple to enjoy life but because care about big deals more, so i am forget little things or commonly things in my life. It 's important when you ever ask why i am in life, why we can't live without air, water and land, why grass is green, and  many more why...

I found that i must to be conscious day by day. It's the words when i can say that, i am enjoy with my life.
Yeah, it is difficult to change old mind but if you want to step forward, you must. I did slowly.

Thanks to Gisha Kristy, hahahahah…

Hey

Hey...,apa yang kamu lihat di atas sana?
Senyummu merekah ketika langit kemerahan terlukis
Semburat keemasannya sesaat memelukmu
dan kamu pun tenggelam dalam diam yang indah

Hey, maukah jika kita  malam ini,
mengarungi lautan yang seakan tak pernah habis
Mari naiklah ke perahu dan rasakan semilir angin
Sang bulan memberi terang indah
Tengoklah, penghuni laut bersorak menyambut kita

Hey, bernyanyilah sebuah lagu dengan suara merdumu
Tentang kenangan kita, yang seakan tak habis oleh waktu
Nikmatilah gelap malam bersama sang bulan
Jika masih diizinkan, biar kita lihat
saat sang bulan pergi
dan saat raja siang datang

(2010)

Choose one best

First, i want to say that"Selamat Hari Ibu". Remember  some years ago when my beloved mom and me were watching tv shown about mother's day, at  22nd  December. Really unforgettable moment, though cold night in lovely Bajawa.


This was such thing, that made me unhappy. But i was feeling satisfied when i did.


Like in two ways, that you have an option to choose which one best for you. Just one, not both of it. Like in what more do you like, red roses or white roses(hem, hope you understand what i mean to say...your logical is not important here, just use your heart..). Clearly , i just want to say, it's like you can't only use your shirt without your jeans or skirt. it isn't commonly, right?


Back to my topic, that what i mean is i have problem when i decide to choose something that have same priority and both same number of risks and advantages. Really , make me confuse.


Maybe just calm, thinking more, more and more so maybe i can choose the right one, red or w…

Sebuah pertanyaan

Beberapa hari yang lalu seorang teman pernah bertanya kurang lebih begini, Gambar: qwickstep.com  “pernahkah kamu berpikir mengapa satu hari 24 jam, bukan 23 jam atau 22 jam” Saya terdiam, kaget memang dengan pertanyaan seperti ini.

Saya  kemudian menggeleng. Saya ingat bahwa saya pernah ditanyai dengan pertanyaan yang sama oleh orang yang berbeda. Namun saya tidak menjadikan pertanyaan tersebut sebagai bahan renungan saya untuk saya jawab sendiri. Sekarang saya masih bertanya-tanya.
Namun pertanyaan ini bukan yang terutama di dalam kehidupan saya. Saya teringat ketika saya anak-anak, berumur kira-kira 6- 7 tahun.  Banyak  pertanyaan berputar di kepala saya, namun satu dari sekian banyak pertanyaan itu yang saya ingat. Mengapa hal ini yang paling saya ingat karena kenangan ini menyimpan rasa yang kuat sekali. Rasa takut.
Langit biru yang cerah terbentang luas di depan saya. Sampai-sampai saya menengadah lama sekali ke langit yang biru dan merasa sangat kecil. Saya pun bertanya-tanya, kok …

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Walau samar
tetap membayang...,dengan tangan tangan menengadah ingin mencengkeram
Ingin cepat beranjak, namun waktu punya cerita "Nanti akan ada kenangan," katanya secercah cahaya, mendekatlah, aku telah jauh berlari sampai ke ujung bumikah aku kau kejar?
nafas ini tengah memburu,  semua seakan hitam dan kelam orang bijak bilang, "selalu akan ada putih, di atas hitam dan selalu ada terang di atas kelam" ada jika, aku terdiam dan merenung,  berharap  inikah langit baruku, dengan sejuta warna
*lari dari masalah itu buruk

Music and Song

I like classical instumental music. Every morning i always listening this music. It’s bring me happy and calm. I can smile alone (hehehe), feel thismusic is like feel air. But you can’t saythat, without music i can’t breath. Sometimes, i can felt like that.I like Bach. His music gives new energy, new taste(like drink a cup of tea in warm afternoon, ohh miss my home, we always have a tea time in afternoon). A song from Daniel Beddigfield, “ if you are not the one”. What a sweet song! I can say this song is my favorite one. Love this song. Haaa, want someone to sing this song for me. Hahaha really good song. I like almost all the words in this song. ... I never know what the future brings But I know you are here with me now We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with ... Thanks to singer, song writer, and musician. World is notbeautifull without all of you. Today looks great, hope you always have new experiences that make you smile and have warm heart. See you, fr…