I am feeling blue, right now. Since last night, the feeling not really go. I am just sad because the fact that I was kind of humiliated by someone's service.I had appointment with a doctor last night but the doctor changed to someone I don't know. I was dejected because the treatment truly different. She even doesn't care there someone (mess assistant) other the patient was there watching what will happen till I forced myself to say, " Can this be really private?" She didn't understand but then I said again, " can the girl go somewhere else? " The girl gone while giggled.So annoying!
However, I just woke up and decide to heal myself with writing my feeling know and the answer come right away to calm me down. While I was googling which words should I chose between "I was or I was being" to write this post, I found out the Psalm 139:15-18.
You saw me before I was born and scheduled each day of my life before I began to breathe. Every day was recorded in your book!
Thank you God for everything. I'm just a fool while thinking of my imperfections. I should thank you and feel grateful for everything. I am feeling better now.