...and I am still learning

Well, things are getting better now. Jokowi's inauguration was the best part so far. Congratulation Mr. Joko Widodo, you are so inspiring! I just hope you can fight over "mama benteng" distraction. Hopefully, I can meet you one day! The interview session with LPDP panels was done abstractly (my answer, ohh, why I said that). I am waiting the result now, and wishing the good thing will happen.  (Pleaseee say "Amiiin") I will write about the interview session of LPDP after I get the result (whether I will pass or not) From some conversations I had with some friends about my perspectives, I am so thankful that I was asking their opinion. I shall consider their background also; their life and what is life in their head then decide what values should I consider as my new perspectives. And in line with Jokowi's third children, hopefully world will more kind to the "single" lady or man. That's all Keep our environment you...

Kesalahan saya masuk di tempat baru adalah lupa membeli anti nyamuk. Saya benar benar lupa karena sudah lama tidak berurusan dengan nyamuk nyamuk nakal yang bikin saya susah tidur lelap. Ah! Soal kos kosan, saya termasuk beruntung. Mulai dari gang Kober Depok, Cengkareng dan Kemang Selatan. Berikut masing -masing kisahnya. Mungkin jadi pertimbangan teman-teman dalam memilih kos kosan di Jakarta ini, buat yang berencana kuliah atau yang bekerja dan jauh dari rumah. Satu hal yang paling penting adalah memperhatikan kamar mandi dan kualitas airnya. Itu hal utama dalam memilih kos kosan.  1.       Fasilitas Kampus atau kantor Sebelum memastikan untuk tinggal di kos kosan, pastikan dulu apakah tempat kerja atau kampus menyediakan fasilitas mess atau asrama . Mengapa? murah meriah. Kampus saya menyediakan fasilitas asrama bagi anak anak daerah. Saya bersyukur karena untuk angkatan kami diberi waktu 2 tahun untuk tinggal di asrama dan pada waktu itu 2007...

Ok, sip saya galau. Meski   sebenarnya tidak ingin galau. Meski memaksakan untuk biasa saja. Yah sudahlah, galau tetap saja galau. 

Hi guys, I still have some homeworks that I like to update to myself and you. However, it's like a fake commitment to update this journal regularly, I know I didn't force myself to start writing. What I want to share here is some big changes happened in my life. It still unbelievable that I have my decision clear. Out of my comfort zone, uncertainty of future plan( somehow I am optimistic), as well as the awareness that I always need some time to know or aware about something. Let me give you example : Taken from Awareness 1. HAIR I was in my first year in university and lived together with my friends  in the dorm provided by the university, so I met many friends from all around Indonesia with their own characters. Imel, a Bataknese who had spent 17 years her life in Papua. She really know the different of straight & curly hair.  Her is a combine between both types. Next is ka Rani, a Bataknese who has beautiful hair, dark and straight but short. She loves ...

I am feeling blue, right now. Since last night, the feeling not really go. I am just sad because the fact that I was kind of  humiliated by someone's service.I had appointment with a doctor last night but the doctor changed to someone I don't know. I was dejected because the treatment truly different. She even doesn't care there someone (mess assistant)  other the patient was there watching what will happen till I forced myself to say, " Can this be really private?" She didn't understand but then I said again, " can the girl go somewhere else? " The girl gone while giggled.So annoying! However, I just woke up and decide to heal myself with writing my feeling know and the answer come right away to calm me down. While I was googling which words should I chose between "I was or I was being" to write this post, I found out the Psalm 139:15-18.   You saw me before I was born and scheduled each day of my life before I began to breathe. Every ...

Google's 17 August 2014 Indonesia Independence day DIRGAHAYU  REPUBLIK INDONESIA Selamat memperingati hari Kemerdekaan RI yang ke 69 Mari sebagai pemuda pemudi lebih prihatin terhadap masalah-masalah sosial politik maupun ekonomi dan berkontribusi sekecil apa pun dalam tugas bersama sebagai masyarakat Indonesia dalam berbagai aspek kehidupan.           Saya tertarik dengan logo google hari ini atau yang dikenal dengan google doodle hari ini. Gambar tersebut mengingatkan saya pada hari-hari ketika saya duduk di bangku sekolah. Perayaan 17 Agustus selalu meriah. Mulai dari peringatan hari Pramuka pada tiap tanggal 14 Agustus  yang dimeriahkan dengan pawai obor dan karnaval sampai perlombaan rakyat panjat pinang selalu mengasyikan bagi saya.  Setiap hari peringatan memang selalu dibuat semeriah mungkin. Namun di balik kemeriahan, yang paling ditekankan adalah bagaimana kita mereflesikan cerita perjungan dahulu dan semangat-sem...

Another year has passed by, I am very grateful to have you in my life. Happy birthday to my beloved brother Wigbertus Goa Panda. May God gives you strength and spirit to work with Him. Having you all around is such a bless. I learn a lot from you too. Many thanks for all your kindness to us.Keep learning & doing what you think good for you and the others. I'll stay behind to support you. I hope we can always support each other. I hope you start reading many good books to help you and me grow in this very rich and strange world. Reading is good way to know many things which is out of your insight. Many thoughts are available to make us rich both spirituality and intelligence. However, world needs your own thinking,  your own criticism and your own thought to make you are really stand in your own foot. In order to that, I have learnt that we should know things with reading, reading and reading. I am also trying to read many kinds of books again. I hate history but a lot...